YOU GUYS REMEMBER AZIZ RIGHT? WELL, RECENTLY, I HAD SEX WITH HIM AGAIN, AND THE EXPERIENCE WAS JUST REALLY EYE OPENING. IT MADE ME FEEL BETTER ABOUT MYSELF AND WHERE I FEEL I AM GOING WITH MY PHYSICAL FUTURE. I'VE BASICALLY COME TO REALIZE THAT I HAVE A WEAKNESS FOR BUMS. IT'S SAD BUT TRUE AND I THINK THAT THIS WEAKNESS COMES FROM WITHIN MYSELF AND ME NOT REALIZING MY OWN SELF WORTH ULTIMATELY. I ALSO JUST LIKE TO SEE THE BEST IN PEOPLE AND AM JUST TOO UNDERSTANDING OF PEOPLE'S SITUATIONS WHICH ALLOWS ME TO JUST BE PLAYED.
I AM VERY HAPPY TO SAY THAT I NO LONGER WANT TO DEAL AZIZ. AFTER OUR SECOND SEXUAL EXPERIENCE TOGETHER, I JUST AM NOW LISTENING TO MYSELF AND REALIZING THAT HE JUST GIVES ME NEGATIVE VIBES. LIKE THE ENTIRE TIME I WAS OVER THERE, EVEN AFTER WE SMOKED TOGETHER, MY WHOLE BODY WAS JUST TELLING ME NEVER AGAIN. HE IS JUST SUCH A USER. HE BLABS TO ME ABOUT HIS LIFE AND WHAT'S GOING WRONG LIKE I GIVE A FUCK AND THEN HE ASKS ME THINGS ONLY TO REVERT THEM BACK TO HIMSELF AND I THOUGHT I COULD DEAL WITH IT SINCE HE'S A GREAT FUCK BUT HE'S JUST SUCH A BUM. AFTER SEX, I SAID I WANTED TO GO TO THE STORE AND SNACKS AND HE ASKS ME TO BUY HIM THINGS. I SHOULDN'T HAVE TO DEAL WITH THAT AND I REFUSE TO. AFTER I LEFT, I SENT HIM A LONG TEXT TELLING HIM ABOUT HIMSELF AND HIS SLY COMMENTS THAT HE DIDN'T THINK I HEARD BECAUSE I WAS JUST PROCESSING BEING HIGH AFTER SO LONG AND THAT EVEN THO IS WELL ENDOWED, HE STILL HAS A LOT TO LEARN, ESPECIALLY ABOUT ME. BUT FROM NOW ON, I'M JUST GONNA IGNORE HIS ASS AND HIS STUPID MEOW TEXTS. .
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