In December, I cut my hair, just some off the sides of my head. I was cleaning my room and I just sat down in front my mirror. I saw the scissors and just starting cutting. At first I was self conscious, but now I feel good about it. It has always been something I wanted.
(UPDATE FROM 2021: I EVENTUALLY CUT OFF THE REST OF MY HAIR. VIDEO ABOVE) I think this year will be a good one. Even though it hasn't started off the best, it will get better. Everything is that way before it actually gets better, it be really rough. (UPDATE FROM 2021: NO THE FUCK IT WAS NOT. 2020 TOOK BILL WITHERS FROM ME. #NEVERFORGET) But I hope to not be falling into the same negative habits. This year, I am trying to build myself to be stronger, more vulnerable, more resilient to the bs. Yes I have been crying over the last couple of days, over people who do not care about me anymore. But as people keep telling me, it is their loss, not mine. This is the year of clear vision, it can only go one way: forward. (UPDATE FROM 2021: I WAS TALKING ABOUT KILLY ABOVE. FUCK HIM THOUGH. THANK YOU, NEXT!) I have one year of college left. Let's get that over with. I'm single and I'm not sure how long I'll be that way, but we'll see. There is nothing holding me back! I'm going for it all. (UPDATE FROM 2021: GO TO THE NEXT POST!)
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